Today was awesome. Reallie, truly FANTASTIC!

I finally caught up with my cell members and all, it seems soo long since we've met and all, I so missed the times when we were together as a cell and like so on fire for Him and all. It was just gr8t to see people growing and encouraging others at the same time. It was one sight I'd never forget. :) I just pray for a revival to start in our cell once again!

And we had a gr8t chat and all. Talk about many issues that were hindering cell growth. I guess sometimes we just have to accept the fact that there's always room for improvement and that we have to continuously grow and move on from where we last stopped, evaluating each situation as we move along. That's the most effective way for advancement! I truly am grateful for this cell. It has made me grow and realise many important things, things that I wouldn't have thought about, if I were in a different place... :) It's not by coincidence... It's God's plan.

And today... I did some reflective thinking and I realised that I can be rather selfish at times. I don't like to share stuff with others for fear that things might just not come back the same as before. :( I guess I don't love the people around me that much to actually want to share the best with them... This is not so much in the case of church frens, but more of the people I meet on a daily basis... Arugh. It's terribly fustrating when you just wanna do something so justifiable and yet ur heart isn't right. It's so hypocritical. It's horrible to do something stoopid and then let it haunt u for the rest of ur life. it's just not right... It's so wrong. It's soo irritating!!!!!!

Yvonnee... You gotta learn to be more like sharity elephant! Care and share is the way to go!

It's amazing how I can amuse myself and it's disgusting to see how zang I can become.

As much as I gotta learn from sharity elephant, I gotta depend more on God and look to Him more! That's all I ever need.

Your mercy found me,
Upon the broken road,
And lifted me beyond my failing,
Into Your glory,
My sin and shame is dissolved,
And now forever Yours I'll stand.

Pre-Chorus
In love never to end,
To call You more than Lord,
Glorious friend.

Chorus
So I throw my life upon all You are,
Cause I know You gave it all for me,
And when all else fades,
My soul will dance, with You,
Where the love lasts forever.

Bridge
And forever I will sing,
Lord forever I will sing,
Of how You gave Your life away,
Just to save me, Lord You saved me.
With You, where the love lasts forever.

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