I seem to be failing everything now? Sigh. It's at times like these where you feel like you're just one big loser, a total failure.

Anyway, I had a good chat with pok pok today while walking to and from church. Made me realise that hey! I'm not alone afterall. :) Sometimes life may be tough because we're in a world where the people around us have different ways of interpreting stuff, believing in different theologies and whatnots. And it is because of that that I have a hard time not going with the flow. :S At times, you just don't wanna stand out like a thorn... BUt u don't wanna be pushed around, bombarded with ideas that you feel strongly against. Then how?

"I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do?this I keep on doing." - Romans 7:18-19

This verse seems so applicable to me now...
I guess none of us in this world is void of struggles... and as I yearn to walk closer to Him, the more satan finds every reason to attack me. especially at my weaknesses. I gotta be vigilant and know my weaknesses, be willing to surrender them to Him time and again...
It's during such crisis where I realise that God's grace is sufficient. :)

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