Friday, May 13, 2005
What for put on an act? Y
I miss those STC days. Maybe it's cause the people around me weren't so hypocritical. If they thought you couldn't make it, they would've told you straight in the face. I don't think they'd go around telling others how badly u'd do and then go and watch u get killed. Sigh. It's that (tactful) honesty back then that I miss.
And those support groups near you! Like forever so supportive and having so much faith in you! It totally rocks. :D Makes you believe in urself too!
Now? Sigh. There they are. All nice and supportive in front of you, come all the way down to see you "do ur best". But in the end, that's not what they truly believe in... Then they go around telling others to go see the play and see you get trashed. What for? I mean, don't need to act all nice in front of me and then go tell others a different thing? Aye. Life is tough. Indeed.
Guess we can't depend so much on ourselves or our friends... Gotta depend on something that's of higher authority, of infinite wisdom, of greater powers and having unconditional love for us all - God. :)
Anyway!
The hockey season has ended for most of us. BUt that doesn't mean we stop hockey totally! :D We've all learn to enjoy the game and love the sport, don't think we'll all just stop here?? Gotta carry onn and have that "manjit spirit" in us. :)
But for now, lets just prioritise a lil' more time to studying!! Arugh. I soo gotta catch up with the rest lah. Totally lagging already lahh! Rah!
Hmmm... BUt I think I'd go take a break, then start doing some work. Hehe. Cya around peps!
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