It just dawned on me that things DO happen for a reason. Though it may be tragic or whatsoever. Heh. I was iron-ing my uniform that day yeah.. (Yeah, my mom forced me to, so might as well?) Then I was thinking about what has happened in my life and all? And I realised that through that incident, it's brought me so much closer to my parents and all. :) And I've learnt to be more independent too! So I guess, sometimes we don't see the BIG picture like God does, and then we moan and groan and ask.. "Goddd, whyy meeeeeeeeee?" *sobs sniffle chokes cough cough vomit* But maybe later when you stop and think what are the effects and all, maybe it may seem rather beneficial in ur own big picture? :) Ooh, but bear in mind that God has an even GREATER picture :))

Yeah. so that's one thing I wanted to blog down. LOL! But I've been a good girl lately, I've been trying my bestest best to study! :D But I think my concentration span is uber duber short?! LOL! So I need more discipline to try to focus on what I'm doing and all. :) And of all the times where I was lazy and all, now's the time to catch up! So I reallie needa put in double my effort to at get my BBC that I'm so looking forward to. Hehe. ANd hopefully with those kinda results, it'd get me somewhere... Preferably Arts and Social Science fac in the U. :)

B- Math
B- Econs
C- Chem (this is reallie jia lat lah. I've never gotten higher than a D before? So it's gonna be hard...)

GP- B3/4 can already! I'm not asking for the world for this...

Anyywaayyyy, I just hope I don't screw up my A'levels. The first thing I want on my wish-list lahhh... :S I wanna go ASSF in U!!!!

Ohhh! And one more thing I wanna addd...
The prelims are sooooooo difficultt! Whoa. No kidding. It makes you feel dumb lah. Erm, for me at least? And I needa have more time management...

Oh, I forgot to say this...
I think bathing does some kinda retail therapy of reflection on me! LOL! I seem to be able to reflect alot while I'm bathing. Cool stuff huh? And weird funny ideas come when I'm bathing too. BUt after I turn off the shower, my mind seems to go all blank. Weird huh. Maybe I should do A'levels in a bath tub with running water. Maybe I should portabalise my bathroom and bring it wherever I go. And I'll be like wearing some divers' suit everytime. *dies laughing* Cool huh? Maybe I should be a scientist. Ooohh! Some inventor yeah?!

And liek when I can't solve a question, I bring it to the toilet, I can solve it. What's with me leh/ It's rather weird. Maybe A'levels should just be in the girl's shower room, with a toilet near by. Ooh, then it'd be like effective maximum capacity?! (Oh, girls shower room, so like girls only lah huh. don't get me wrong.. :S)

Oh?! Annnddddd.... Did I mention that .... If I see something at a slight glance, sub-consciously I remember it, and then when I see it again, I'll be like thinking "when did I see that?" Whoa. Reallie lor. Brain damage. I reckon my sub-conscious mind is reallie gr8t! And highly productive! :D Cool stuff. Maybe I should learn more about psychology and stuff! okie. time to go already lah. I've typed sooo mcuh?!?!

Ok. Byeee!

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