Though we're so near, I feel so far away from you. It's like we're drifting away. U're moving further and further away...

Your tone and words, like they're all out to put me down. Don't expect me to live up to ur expectations?! I am not you, and I definitely do not behave like you. I can't help it if I'm less adequate than you are? (GUess I'm not over that incident) Like if it's a team thing, then work like a team what? Can't just blame me if I don't get that right?? If you've got a problem with me, then sit me down and talk it out. I hate to guess what's on ur mind. You give me that look of sarcasm and that uncomfortable vibe, but how am I to react? RAh. I hate this game. Stop playing with me. Yet I hate to complain too much, then people around me will start being wary and all. I like the way where we could just bear our problems out front and are not afraid of judgement from one another. It's different now. Sigh, it's so hard to please people. And so difficult to please my soul. No wonder they said to please God and not man. It makes oh-so-much sense now.

I've changed. Indeed.

I guess if you haven't anything to say to me, it's okie? U may just keep quiet, I don't demand ur full attention or something? Neither do I keep forcing u to keep me entertained? Not saying anything beats giving me that "okkkk" look and what do u expect me to do? Sigh.

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