Rah! I'm so irritated with the situation I'm in right now! Well, work's fine - not that I'm not enjoying it there or anything, I'm just thankful that God provided me a place there, and for the experience I'm going through. :) But cause it's a referral from Pok, I'm actually not in a comfortable position to take leave for retreat. And not many understand that dilemma I'm in. This reallie sucks! The worst part is I'm bunking in with bestie and I've already paid and am all ready to go... So... since it's past the dateline for refunds, I'm $175 poorer now. Heh. Oh well. And almost everyone thinks it's work over God and blah blah blah. Telling me I shouldn't miss this retreat. Who would wanna miss retreat for WORK lah?! Sheesh. They just dont' understand. Thank God for being God. At least He noes what I'm going through, and instead of telling me I shouldn't miss this golden opportunity for fellowship and time with Him away from the busy schedule, He advices me on what I should do. And thank God zhi understands too. :)) Thanx zhi! You're probably one of the fewer ones that understands what I'm going through now.


I'm still praying and seeking God for directions on this. Will be having a discussion with my manager ASAP to consult her and find out her opinions on this. I don't intend to demand for a leave, just in case I get pok into trouble... As her aunt is already angry with her for letting me have the job (irresponsible? BUt it's like no choice what... Then what? Just leave and don't find replacement? Isn't that worst? Sigh. Not sure what the older generation wants nowadays. :( ) and leaving for nepal. But Pok! I'm reallie glad ur finally going for that mission trip the Lord has informed you earlier of. :)) I'm sure it was a bold step to make! Good on you girl! Jia you over there! I'll be keeping you in my prayers here okiee? And will definitely miss your sweet sweet presence! :) And our Daddy is soooo very proud of you. He smiles everytime I mention you to Him.

Aside from that,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!

LOL! I noe this is a lil' late... But I just finished ur BBQ! :D Hehehe. Thanks for inviting me. May you grow prettier and deeper rooted in our Daddy. And may you learn to place ur trust/faith and focus in Him as you grow wiser and smarter each day! :)) Hahaa. I supposed ur enjoyed ur BBQ ?? Awwwww. :D:D

So I'm gonna have another BBQ today. LOL! Mann... I'm dying from fatigue. Managed to sleep at 3.45 or so last night? Will definitely sleep throughout tonight. Whee! Gotta go prepare all the food and all now. Will cya in a bit. :D

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