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Saturday, June 17, 2006
ANGRRRYYY! Y
I'm so angry I think I burst a million and one blood vessels. I think I'm about to die from internal bleeding or mildly put it, suffer from a stroke. Sigh, being angry is so irritating. I've been trying to curb this problem ever since then. And it never seems to work. So everytime I'm angry, I'll just be quiet... But my facial and body languages just doesn't wanna co-operate. Eurgh! Guess people can still tell. Now I'm being angry at myself for being angry. How amazing can I get, seriously!
Oh mann... Like tell me you need help cause ur not too good in this and this. So I decided to volunteer myself and help you. But now you don't wanna help yourself, and end up complain to me about you still not good not good.... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Sigh, but it's reallie zang... I hate it when I'm angry. I think I should go for anger management courses. Yeah. Ok. Any recommendations?? How on earth do I get rid of my anger spells... :(
Hmmm... My anger must have errupted from somewhere else... Maybe Pride. Si ai mian zi, don't wanna lose face. Or like me being uber impatient. It's killing me. I'll go calm myself down and update again soon on retreat. LOL!
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