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to yvonne ho [not my yvonne mei*] : i dislike pple not replying to my msgs ok ! look, you were in the wrong in the first place ! you were supposed to meet up with me last thurs at 1.40pm. you said later to meet at 2pm. i said ok. but at 2.30pm, when i sms-ed you, you told me that you were at some uni with ure friend !! like hello girl ?! you were supposed to meet me at 2pm. ok fine, you were at uni. but you didn't even inform me that you were still at uni or that you would be late !! not even a sms or a phone call from you. i had to sms you instead ! and if i didn't sms you, i would still be waiting there like some stupid dumb fool. you are already 19 ! don't you have the initiative ?! and last sat also, you were supposed to meet me. in the end, where the hell did you go ? fly to some pigs place !! i thought you will have some responsibility, but hell you don't ! i was soo angry with you for days. but now that i've cooled down, and talked to you on msn .. yet you didn't reply me there. wth ! you were wrong, yet you showed me ure attitude ! please go and think on how you've "dumped" me on the 2 occasions ! you're nobody i rely on now. i was so wrong about you right from the start. be glad that i didn't use vulgarities on you. i shan't spoil my good reputation because of you.

To Jessica Lee [not any other jessica. just this one*]: First and foremost, I did send you an apology sms clearly stating that I am sorry for not being able to make it for the "tuition" and of course for my muddle-headedness. Once again, I am totally sorry about this. Didn't mean to forget all about it. And even though you "disklike people not replying" to your messages, I don't see how you could missed mine out. I don't recall you replying to my sms then? So what's the big fuss?

Oh, btw it's supposed to be 2.12pm when I received your sms. And totally am still sorry. Forgot to sms you cause we were having a consultation period with the consultant of the university. But that's not an excuse yeah. Oh bother, it just totally slipped my mind and all.

Secondly, my muddle-headedness has nothing to do with me being 19. I mean it was clearly a case of me forgetting it totally and not not wanting to take the initiative. So... Yeah...
Thirdly, last Saturday we didn't agreed to meet up. I can't exactly recall what happened but I definitely know that I didn't "fly to some pigs place". From what I recall (it MAY be wrong) I thought you'd call me if you needed help or something? But you didn't mah, so I didn't meet up with you. So fair enough yeah? And not like I'm free every Saturday? So please try to understand.

Fourthly, I don't agree that you've cooled down, you still seem quite angry. LOL! But nonetheless, appearing online on msn doesn't necessary equate to me being on msn. It could be my mom or sister. We use the same computer. So don't go assuming that I didn't reply to your message cause I was "showing attitude". It's not very nice. I would definitely reply if I were online. So there! Case cleared, I hope?

And lastly, indeed, you don't rely on me, you rely on yourself and of course, GOD. Why would you want to rely on me? I mean I did (still do) want to help you, but ultimately you got to help yourself. So no relying here and there yeah. Gotta trust in Him, you won't be disappointed. Anyway, yes, I AM glad you didn't use any vulgarities on me. That's great. Thanks for your self-control. Appreciate it a lot. Oh, btw, you said in your sms that you don't need my help anymore. So if you need my help, then just let me noe then. :)

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