Haha. I feel like posting some stuff up here. Yet, all so reluctant, knowing that people will be reading about it and not all I'll noe who. Then it all boils down to the irony of a blog. Makes you feel like a blog is all a facade, cause sometimes you care who's reading and what will be their opinion of you when you're done typing. Hmmm....

Anyway! besides all that blog, facade and stuff stuff! It been a rather good time spending time at Pasir Ris for Shaun's birthday. It made me see that we're indeed so close and it's such a shame we've only got a month left tog. But looking on the bright side, we'll still go for service together, have fun together, hang out for lunch after service, or dinner after YA? Hee. Provided all can make it. A pity I made up my decision on that only one, then back-ed myself up with other factors. LOL. Hahahhaa. (Ok, I can imagine the look on ur faces after reading till here. :) It's ok, as long as I understand. LOL!) Yet, I noe it's time to start moving again. I guess I've been too comfortable there. And I would love to bring all with me if possible, but we've different routes in life and we'll walk the long and narrow path-the path less travelled. Lets bring some of that dynamics, whatever we can contain to where we're going and impact lives for Jesus!

Now I'm pretty excited at the change that's gonna happen. Yet, a little sad that it's too soon. But if not now, then when?! Then I start to think if I'm heading in the right direction... was reading a postcard given to me by zhi just the night before and it was during the period of finding a university that I'll be enrolled in. And she said this one sentence "... and most prolly to the same uni" I noe how ambiguous that sounded, but it left me thinking if I should have been with them. But reading my updated journal, I doubt it. It's pretty scary to be in a new environment all by yourself, not knowing anybody... And I fear, I do fear. It's time again, a new testimony to those who have not met me and boy do I wanna fare well for Him. Maybe that's why I've got a long break before I start school. It's time for a major clean-up in my life. It's long enough, but yet, all so short.

Hmm... I'd need time to think about this and all...

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