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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

QT Y

Alamak. Blogger is mean lah! :S The whole thing I wrote won't publish. And now I've gotta type all over again.. Greatt.. Just great.

Anyway, I wanted to share that God has really blessed me during my QT with Him. It's awesome. :) And it spurs me on to want to know more about Him, know more about His word.. Just adding to my hunger for Him. Fantastic! I love the feeling of wanting more of God. Feels right.
And previously I was saying about how I'm pretty indecisive and that I don't like to make decision cause sometimes I'm just pretty conscious of how others might perceive me.. So the Lord actually pointed me to Psalms 139.

1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

Wow! :) You know when God says He knows us. It's like He KNOWS us and not "knows about" us. Erm, you know the difference? Haha. Like lets say I know B1. But I only know about her cousins. You get the drift yeah. Yes, so likewise, God KNOWS us at an intimate level. How cool is that. So when He judges us, He judges us base on what He knows about us. Sometimes others may misunderstand your actions. But God sees it all. Amazing huh. :) And it also says that God formed us. So He knows what our potentials are. Which really boils down to the fact that God opinions of us makes Man's opinions worthless. Amen! :) I am fearfully and wonderfully made! (So if you can't change ur outward appearance, go for the inward, because out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks)

Anyway, I also wanna add that cell was funn! Haha. I pray I'll be able to attend more cell meetings then it won't be so awkward if I suddenly appear. Sigh. May I just end work soon lah. Haha. And seriously. I think I just cannot lead worship lah. Maybe I should go learn to play the guitar or something. Oh my goodness. Just super gross. We found out that our cell's strongest area is in fellowship. Cool huh? I'm so excited about the mission trip we've planned. May the Lord see that it comes to pass. I'm really really excited about 2007. I can feel it's gonna be a great year. May I continue to grow much! :)

And I'm starting school soon! Can hardly wait! Whee! Maybe I'll have more activities then. And be like super busy in school, hanging out with the people of the same age group. Exciting stuff. And april is coming soon! Hoho! Can't u tell 2007 will be a fantabulous year?! Wohoo!
Oh lets side track a little ah... You think I should get the blood diamond DVD? I didn't manage to catch it with B1 and Lena. :S So zang. Didn't even have dinner tog! I ended work at 730pm... Oh well. It's inevitable yeah. I hope working life will be cooler next time. Haha. :)) Ok, speaking of work! It's back to work now!