Oh man.. SO many things happened yesterday.
Apparently my two friends from UNSW Asia haven't been reallie nice to me lately, and that made me wonder if they have anything against me.

-BEfore I started to realise their mean-ness-
Incident 1. Lend shi nee stats notes a day before the exam
(At the end of classes, time to go home and rest)
von: oh, u haven't finished copying my notes ah? Hmm.. U wanna do it now? So I can go home and study? Cause I will be needing my notes tonight to study...
SN: Yeah, I haven't copied finish. Why not we stay for the next tutorial and then you can listen in the tutorial while I copy??
von: Hmm.. I guess that could be it.

-resya comes in (cause he was from the later tutorial)-
Res: What u doing here??
von: Orhh.. shi nee borrowing my notes to copy. :)
Res: Erm.. She's not copying now? She's like doing chemistry...?
von: ... And so I've realised.

-end of tutorial-
von: shi nee, can i lend u my notes tomorrow? I reallie feel like going home now. :S I'm feeling very tired and I just wanna go home..
SN: But I'm going to study it today also! Wait for me a while then I hand u back your notes? 10 minutes can already
von: (knowing that 10 minutes is not sufficient to copy finish...) Huh, reallie cannot tomorrow ah? I reallie feel like going home. :S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S:S
Res: Erh, von, I feel like eating now... why don't u go with me to eat, then shi nee can copy too?
von: *UBER reluctant* orh.. okay lorr............
SN: THANKS RESYA!!!! (reallie loudly)

like whatever lah. I'm sure she could have used the 10 other notes she copied from me first to study lor. she won't be able to finish studying one lah. :S Arugh. So zang. And I think if you told me you'll gimme after tutorial, after making me wait 1 hour for you, then I think you should keep your word? Rather than EXPECT everyone to go your way what. Cannot be like that what, right? In the end, I wasted like 2 hours in school lor. Seriously. Siiaannn.

Incident 2. Getting higher than ian and sn in a test that I claimed was really hard.
Haha. Seriously, I think it's God's miraculous powers that got me that mark. I was studying reallie hard with ian and sn before. And cause I didn't understand alot, so I asked them lah. And they were super nice to help me lah. Then we were discussing about this question, and I seriously didn't noe how to do?
A similar question came up in the test. And cause it was an open book test, I just copied the whole chunk lor. And lo and behold! I got it right! wohoo! :)

And even after the test, I was saying it was really hard.
1. because I didn't noe what on earth I was writing, i just merely copied from the book
2. I didn't noe if I even attempted the questions correctly.
Of course it was hard to me lah! Cannot be I don't understand, then I say very easy what, right? And since u asked me, i tell you super hard lah. Seriously what. If u wanted me to say easy, then don't ask lor. chey.

Incident 3. Shi nee being an a55.
-in the computer lab-
sn: (seeing that steven took out his numerical notes)... Hey steven, can I borrow your numerical notes? I go and photocopy and return you later?
steven: oh, okay.
sn: do you have lecture notes 13 and 14 one??
steven: *checks bag* errmm.. I don't have it leh, why don't u ask von?
sn: *totally ignores that comment*
von: (who was inbetween sn and steven) What notes u want??
sn: nevermind, you probably didn't bring it anyway.

)#@$*!@(*U%$!@($!@ If you say I never bring, then I never bring lor. So be it then. not my loss anyway. Heh.

-behind my back-
Ian just sms-ed resya out of the blue saying, "TEll you something ah, keep this to yourself, but I'm damn pissed at von."
Apparently, he said I'm super hypocritical cause I "act" like I don't noe anything, and then in the end I noe how to do and never teach them cause I know how to do the question in the test then still say so hard?!? THen I keep asking them question to distract them from studying?! (then don't help lah. seriously lor) And he added that "so von thinks she's very funny lah, make fun of shi nee and me being a couple lah?" (Please! it was resya who started it lah. get ur facts right, and when u made fun of me and the lab demonstrator whom I hardly noe, I didn't go around talking behind ur back lah. If u can make fun of others, then accept it when others make fun of you, you twerp!)

Okay, so I just realised this all today, when I had a good solid chat with resya. But before that I confronted shi nee and ian... :)

-before tutorial-
von: u both got some issues with me is it?
sn and ian just looked at each other with raised eyebrows and a grin.
sn, ian: what makes u say so?
von: it's kinda obvious with the way you guys were acting. even the dumb noes. so tell me what's ur problem?

ian: I feel that if you noe how to do and u never teach us. When we studied together, then u tell me u don't noe how to do, in the test, u got it right. So it's quite hypocritical lor.
von: okay. firstly, it was an open book test. I JUST copied the thing out from the book. So there. Don't noe why you would think that I'd be selfish about my knowledge, when u guys helped me so much. And i felt you could have just told me all that, rather than speculate and then choose to ignore me after that? Yeah...

(Seriously, I don't understand why can't they think that they're damn good in teaching, or something else? rather than just think that I don't wanna share info with them? So that's how they think of me huh? Gosh. It's seriously cause I got higher than them lor. GOsh. So childish. Well, I guess they're happier now that I got lower than them in the second test. Much much lower, btw. lol. So be it lor.)

And when I ask shi nee about it, she just brushed it aside saying (not even looking at my face) "i got headache, lets talk about this another day"

so i went home after tutorial, since it was the last lesson anyway. Bleah. If you dont' wnana talk about it, then u probably don't think very highly of our friendship. Aye. Whateverrr mann..

Oh well.


And just when I thought my day was bad enough, I recieved a plaigarism email saying that I plaigarized my friend's work. Oh my goshh. And now there's a record. Sigh. 5% sia. Don't noe why I never thought about this when I copied his work! Oh mannn! So zang. How could I have been so duuummmbb. So the poor innocent victim is resya, and sn and i happily copied his work wholesale. I'm just thankful that after multiple emails to my tutor got Resya out of it. So thank God. Seriously, if not I would feel super super zang. :S:S
And like sn was still thinking of trying to get us out of it rather than to go admit it to the tutor. If I were to admit, then I'd cause trouble to sn, and I was sooo lost. Gosh. It sucks lah. :S
So eventually, resya's out of it, but I have yet to noe what's gonna happen to me. Aye. I noe I deserve it for copying his work. Boohooo!

What a sad sad day. I feel so zang. Seriously. I dont' even noe what to feel after this. Should I feel angry? Or should I feel sad? Or should I even care??
And today there's this group proj that's gonna happen lah. And apparently, we were supposed to be in a group together - sn, ian, resya, me. But now after this issue, I don't noe if I should join them. And the malaysian couple (scholars I bet. super smart lah. always 99,100,above 85 one) asked resya and i to join them, cause they only 2 people.

SOOooo.. I've decided to join them. Don't noe if that's right, but I wanna avoid this issue for now. And just concentrate on my 25% proj. hohoho!

Uni life is tiring. Aye.. Whoever said it would easy huh...

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