I had bible study on 1 Peter 1:22 - 2:3 last night. And it said to love sincerely... And boy was that hard. Sometimes I'm so accustomed to be self-centered I have no idea how to be other people centered. Sigh. And it's awfully fustrating. And someone pointed out that focus has got awesome people. Like the atmosphere is really different from the other churches. No idea why... But they're just super caring and super warm. And I wish I fitted in just fine. But I'm not entirely all loving and fuzzy and sometimes I just wished I could love unconditionally. Hard stuff. Lord, help me to love even when it gets difficult... I bet God has a super big heart to love everyone... Such amazing love. How to imitate..?

Random thought: I look at how everyone has their own set of friends who really stick by them through crazy times, make sure they're fine, do pretty stuff for them..., and I wonder if I've got those friends... Sometimes I feel like I've got none and that just sucks. boohoo. I think I'm having yet another bout of identity crisis.

Random thought 2: Think staying in Australia would be a good thing?

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Okaaayy! Lemme show u the pretty church camp photos! :))

This is what we wake up to every morning. (Pretty huhh?) Oh, not forgetting the united crow calls, which didn't really affect me much... only my bunk mate who was awfully near the windows. LOL!
Andd... that's us getting ready for sermon. funny how tian and I do the same pose.
And the pretty girls...

Bush walking w/o a trail.. Kill me please. Thank God I survived. Was afraid I might rip my jeans or something. Gosh.And we made it safely down... now to get back up....
Phew... Made it. Aliveee!!
Off to the beacchh! Fanstastic stuff!!Haha, this pic was really funny, cause all the guys were busy throwing one another into the sea, and we were trying to take photos and hide chris (the one in gray at the corner.. no idea who the one in black is.. *shrugs*) so he wouldn't get dunked. lol. so we were like "one more... and another one! and anotherrr one!"

Aye.. but he got dunked in the end lah. Oh well.
And after Chris got dunked, we continued taking more photos :)) Girls. :DEh... all the guys got dunked. Should've seen the tourists faces. HAhaha. so funny.Dinner! :))Aww.. Last day of camp - part of the bible study group
Part of the bible study group girls. lolGetting ready to goo!
Now to leave you with some von moments... :)

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